Anoma Janadari reveals her past

,sx.sl .skakl oejqKq jeäysáfhda udj ksjiska t<jd .;a;d
wfkdaud ðkdoÍf.aka wd;aóh m%ldYkhla

f.org .sh .uka wïud ;d;a;d uf.ka weyqfõ—wehs WU f.or wdfõ˜ lsh,hs' ndmamd flaka;sfhka cfk,a ùÿrejla ì|,d —ljqo fïlsg f.or tkak ÿkafka˜ lsh,d weyqjdu lsõjd —uu Wiia fm< mdiajqKd" úYajúoHd,hg;a f;areKd˜ lsh,d' ta;a tal ta whg t;rï jeo.;a fohla yeáhg fmkqfKa keye

we;euqka pß;hkag Ôjh ujoa§ weh pß;h ;=< Ôj;ajkakshl nj fõÈldfõ mqxÑ ;srfha iy ß§ ;srfha § mE rx.k m%;sNdj u;ska úoyd oela‌jQúhls'
fï iEu ;ekl§u lvbï iksgqyka l< l;d kdhsldjla‌ ùugo weh iu;a jkakSh' fï w;r bl=;a ld, jljdkqfõ§ wef.a rx. l,dj jvd;a m%idrKh jQfha f,aLk l,dj foig njo fkd,shd isáh fkdyel' ish Ôú; l;dj fkdj,yd mjiñka mdGl iudch tu.ska ;=Ia‚ïN+; lrkakg ´ iu;a jkqfha wd;au NdIKfha kj iSud udhsïo ì| ouñkah'

l,d la‌fIa;%fha fndfyda weiQ msrE ;eka we;s m%ùK l,dlrejka mjd wef.a fï jHdhduh tod ye¢kajQfha wdfõ.YS,S m<s.ekSula‌ f,igh' tfy;a l,d la‌fIa;%fhka msgia‌;r fmdÿ mdGl iudcfha we;euqka jvd;a W;aiql jQfha wef.a Ôú; l;dj yryd weh úiska úodrKh lrkq ,enQ ta l;dj ;uqkaf.a Ôú; l;dj yd ixikaokd;aulj úuiSugh'
ta l;dj ˜‍mqkrela‌;sh˜‍' th wef.a wd;au NdIKh /.;a wdkafoda,kd;aul iy oeä l;dnyg k;=jQ .%ka:hhs' fufu .%ka:h yd mdol jQ lreKq lsysml ms,snoj wm wef.ka fl,ska úuid isáhd

mdi,a ld,h isysm;a lf<d;a@
miajeks jir olajd uu bf.k .;af;a ol=Kq ng.u úoHd,fha' fojkqj .,ysáhdj uOH uyd úoHd,fha oyh jir olajd bf.k .;a;d' bka miafia ksu,ußhd nd,sld úoHd,fhka ;uhs ^fldkajkaÜ& Wiia fm< yeoErefõ'

mdi, ;uhs uf.a is; ksjk .=reyrelï ,nmq ;ek jqfKa' fudlo f.or ug wmdhla jqKd' fya;=j ;uhs wfma f.or md,kh lf<a wïudj;a ;d;a;dj;a ‍fkfjhs" ndmamd ksid'
f.or jeäu,a .eyeKq orejd ksid jeäysáhkaf.a jkprlï ug f;areKd' yenehs ug ta f;afrk tl ta whg ysirohla jqKd' ta ksidu l=vd ld‍f,a§u uu ndmamdf.ka udkisl w;jrhg;a ysßyerhg;a ,la jqKd' b;ska ta ksid ta ojiaj, uu lrkafka biafldaf,ka miafia ;sfhk úúO l%shdldrlïj,g iïnkaO fj,d yjia fj,d f.or tk tl'
wka;sfï§ ug f.oßka isÿfjk wlghq;=lï .ek isiag¾ m%skaism,ag uu lsõjd' weh udj tlal f.k .syska m,a,sfha§ fPaiq;=ud bÈßfha uf.a ÿl lshkak bv ie,eiaiqjd' taflka uf.a ys;g f,dl= iykhla ,enqKd' uE;l§ uu ,shmq ‘mqkrela;s’ lshk uf.a Ôú; l;dfõ m<uq fldgfia§ uu fï fiaru foaj,a ,sh,d ;sfhkjd'

mdi,a ld‍f,a§ uqyqK §mq wu;l fkdjk isÿùu@
jhi wjqreÿ myf<dfõ§ Wiia fm< lrkak bkafooa§ ndmamdf.a Wis.ekaùu msg uf.a wïuhs ;d;a;hs udj f.oßka msgux l<d' ta isÿùu l=vd .eyekq <ufhla yeáhg ug ord .kak neßjqKd' uyd .x.djla jf.a uu we~qjd' ta jf.a isÿùulg uqyqK fokak jqfKd;a fjk .Ekq <ufhla kï ishÈú kid .kakjd' tfyu;a ke;akï wOHdmkh lvdlmam,a lr .kakjd' ta;a wka;sfï§ uu ys;d.;a;d fï wNsfhda.h ch.kak kï Wiia fm< úNd.h iu;a fj,d úYaj úoHd,hg hkaku ´fka lsh,d'

b;ska úYajúoHd,hg we;=¿ fjkak mq¿jka jqKdo@
Wiia fm< úNd.fha§ ug ta1 hs Å 3la ,enqKd' Wiia fm< úNd.hg uqyqK §,d l,d úIhkaf.ka udj fld<U úYajúoHd,hg f;areKd' ug ´kE jqKd m%;sM,h wrf.k .syska f.or whg fmkakkak' ta wh udj flia jeáfhka w,a,,d t<shg úis flrej;a uf.au ffO¾hfhka yd W.;alñka uu úNdf.a mdia jqK nj lshkak'
ta ld‍f,a udj kj;a;,d ;snqfKa uy,ajrdfõ wdÉÑ,df.a f.or' we÷ï iQÜflaia tl;a" m%;sM, ‍f,aLkh;a wrf.k uu wïu,df.a f.or .shd' ta hkfldg yjia fj,d' f.org .sh .uka wïud ;d;a;d uf.ka weyqfõ
—wehs WU f.or wdfõ˜ lsh,hs' ndmamd flaka;sfhka cfk,a ùÿrejla ì|,d
—ljqo fïlsg f.or tkak ÿkafka˜ lsh,d weyqjdu lsõjd
—uu Wiia fm< mdiajqKd" úYajúoHd,hg;a f;areKd˜ lsh,d' ta;a tal ta whg t;rï jeo.;a fohla yeáhg fmkqfKa keye' we;a;gu ta ;=ka fokd ,sx.sl .skakl oeú oeù ysáfha' rd;%sh .; lrkak ú;rhs ug f.or bkak mq¿jka jqfKa' myqjod mdkaor fldaÉÑfhka uf.a iQÜ flaia tl;a" m%;sM, ‍f,aLkh;a wrf.k ug wdmyq yefrkak isoaO jqKd'

úYajúoHd, Ôú;h f.jqfKa fudk úÈygo@
úYajúoHd,fha§ yqÕla hd¿ ñ;%hka yïn jqKd' tal uf.a ys;g iykhla jqKd' uu l,d ix.ufha l%shdldrlïj,g iïnkaO jqKd' kdgH ;r.j,ska uu fyd|u ks<shg ysñ iïudkh Èkd.;a;d' iq.;md, o is,ajd" tÈßùr irÉpkaø jeks úoaj;=ka w;ska ug iy;sl iïudk ,enqKd' uf.a ÿlaÅ; Ôú;hg kdgH l,dj Èj Tiqjla lsh,d ta ld‍f,a ug jegyqKd' ta jljdkqfõ§u iajdëk YsIH ix.uhg ne÷Kd' tys YsIH kdhlhd jqfKa ohd m;srK' Tyqf.a kdhl;ajh hgf;a iriú YsIH YsIHdfjda úYajúoHd, ;=< lsisÿ mlaIhlg .e;s fkdù lsisÿ mlaIhl w;fld¨‍jla fkdù iajdëkj ys¢ñka ;uqkaf.a wOHhk lghq;= lrf.k hk w;ru isiq whs;sjdislï fjkqfjka wr., lrkafka fldfyduo lsh,d wms ieu fokdgu lshd ÿkafka m;srK ifydaorhd' fï ldf,§u ;uhs uu fidaúhÜ ñ;%;aj ix.ufha kdgH l,d jevuq¿jg iïnkaO jqfKa' fï jevuq¿fõ wOHlaI v.a,ia isßj¾Ok" foaYljre yeáhg iyNd.s jqfKa mrdl%u ksßwe,a," tÉ'ta' fmf¾rd" jika; úÜgÉÑ" udj fï jevuq¿jg fhduq lf<a úYajúoHd‍f,au whshd flfkla jk iuka mqIam,shkf.a' kdgH l,d jevuq¿fjka miafia v.a,ia isßj¾Okf.au ysÜ,¾ kdgHhg iïnkaO fjkak ,enqKd' uu ljodyß ks<shla yeáhg bÈßhg hkjd lsh,d ys;d .;af;a fuu jevuq¿fõ§ ,nmq wOHdmkh ksid'

fma%uh .ek ,nmq m<uq w;aoelSu@
Wiia fm< ,shkak mka;sj,g hkfldg ug yïn jqKd msßñ <ufhla Wmq,a lsh,d' Tyq ug ‍fmd;a m;a imhd §fuka f.dvla Woõ l<d' ta yskaodu Tyq ux flfrys we,aula we;s lrf.k ug wdofrhs lsõjd' Tyq .ek úfYaI yeÕSula .eyekq <ufhl= yeáhg ug fkd;snqK;a uu;a Tyqg leu;shs lsh,d lsõjd' fldfydu yß úYajúoHd, m%fõYfhka uu iu;ajqKd' Tyq wiu;a jqKd' uu úYajúoHd,hg .shd' Tyq yuqodjg ne÷Kd' ;ju;a uf.a l,d Ôú;h msgqmiafia b|ka udj wdrlaId lrkafka Tyqhs'

Tfí újdyh isÿjqfKa fldfyduo@
úYajúoHd, wOHhk ld,fha§ ug yuqjqKq fmïj;d ormq foaYmd,k u;h ksid ug;a Tyq ormq woyia jl%dldrj orkak fm<Uùï we;s l<d' ta ld‍f,a fma%uh" iudcjd§" l,dj" r;= foaYmd,kh" tlg mg,eú,d .skshï fj,d T¿j we;=‍f,a lelEfrkak mgka .;a;d' ta ld‍f,a§u ;uhs fmïj;d yomq kdgHj, rÕmEug;a uu fhduq jqfKa' we;a;gu iudcjd§ l,dj" úYajúoHd, wOHdmkh" fma%uh lshkafka fudkjo lsh,d f;areï fíreï lr.kakjdg jeäh ta ojiaj, fõ.fhka .yf.k hk ys;sú,s tlal ‍fmdr n¢ñka w;aoelSïj,g uqyqK ÿkakd lsõfjd;a ;uhs yß' fldfydu yß úYajúoHd,fha§ we;sjqKq ta fma%uh újdyhla olajd ÿrÈ. .shd' ta ld‍f,a .eyeKq <ufhla yeáhg uu úYajdi lf<a Tyqjhs' Tyq;a tlal wms fokakdf.au jerÈ yodf.k l,dfjka iudcjd§ foaYmd,khla lrkak oeä wêIaGdkhlska uu lghq;= l<d' ta fjkqfjka Èú ysñfhka lghq;= l<d' orÈh weoaod' ta w;f¾ urKdikak w;aoelSïj,g;a uqyqK fokak isÿjqKd'

Tn jD;a;Sh ks<shla njg m;ajqfKa@
uu rÕmE fõÈld kdgH jk fykd" ud>d;" ulrdlaIhd" ysÜ,¾" Bämia" B<Õg fg,skdgH m%Nd;h" ÿkays| woaor" Èhleg" myK" is;a;ñka isysk" fï ks¾udKj, uu rÕmE pß; Wmßu l=i,;djfhka l<d lshk tl tajd krUmq fï rfÜ ck;dj ;SrKh l<d' ta;a l%udkql+,j ug f;areKq fohla ;uhs fmïj;d ieñhd njg m;aùfï§ yd Tyqf.a iudcjd§ l,djg orÈh we§fï§ Tyqf.a jD;a;Sh f.dvkxjd .;a;dg" uf.a jD;a;Sh Tyq fmr<d w.h lrkafka keye lshk tl' ta;a tlalu iudcjdofha m%Odku .=Kdx.hla jk iudkd;au;djh l,dfõ§j;a" újdy Ôú;fha§j;a bIaG fjkafka ke;s j. ug f;afrkak mgka .;a;d' Th w;f¾§ ;uhs §¾> ld,hla ;siafia wfma iudcjd§ l,dj fjkqfjka wms iu. iduQysl jqKq l,dj lrmq lKavdhu l,lsÍfuka wE;a fjkak mgka .;af;a'

wehs tjekakla jqfKa@
l,dlrejd iudcjd§ lsõjdg Tyqf.a l,dj w. k.rfha§;a úfoia rgj,;a we.hSug ,la lr .kak kï l,dj udlÜ lrkak jqKd' t;fldg ta i|yd ksIamdok l<ukdldßkshla ueÈy;a jqKd' weh ;ukaf.a jefâ ú;rla ‍fkfjhs wfma f.or fgdhs,Ü tlg ghs,a w,a,k jefv;a lrkak jqKd' ta jf.au lKavdhfï idudðlhka fkdÈhqKq ñksiaiq yeáhg;a j¾. lrkak jqKd' b;ska ta ksid idudðlfhd;a yef,kak mgka .;a;d'
uu ìß| ksid wjidkfha§ udj ú;rla b;sß jqKd' ta;a iudcjd§ l,dj fkao@ ieñhd fkao@ l,dlrejd fkao@ orefjda fkao@ lsh,d ys;k idïm%odhsl .eyekshla njg m;afj,d" uu bjidf.k isáhd' Th ldf,È ;uhs ‘;ks ;gqfjka mshdUkak’ lshk Ñ;%mgh ks¾udKh jqfKa'
uf.a jD;a;sh we;=‍f,a uf.a odhl;ajh w.h l< hq;= uÜgfï ñ, l< hq;= uÜgfï rÕmEula nj ta Ñ;%mgfha rx.kfhka uu Tmamq l<d' ta jdf.au fï rfÜ udkislj ldhsl ÿla ú¢k .eyekqkag Èßhla fokak uu uf.a ksrej;;a fï Ñ;%mghg lem l<d' yenehs ta fjkfldg ksIamdok l<ukdldßksh uf.a ieñhdf.a jD;a;Sh Ôú;h;a Tyqf.a wd;auh;a w;awvx.=jg m;a lrf.khs ;snqfKa'
b;ska uu muKla ‍fkfjhs wms ksfhdackh lrmq iudcjd§ foaYmd,k mlaIh mjd ks, jYfhka fï ;eke;a;shg oekqï ÿkakd fï l,dlrejdf.a l,djg w; fkd;nk f,ig'

Bg miafia fudlo jqfKa@
isÿjqKq foaj,a uq¿ rgu okakjd' wjdikdjka; f,i wfma újdyh foord .shd' Tjqka fofokd wfma ksjiska ud t<jd oukakg ie,iqï l<d' B<Õg ie,iqï lr,d Ñ;%mgfhka ud bj;a l<d' wjidkfha§ uu l=vd ld,fha§ jf.a iQÜflaia tll we÷ï ál oudf.k t<shg neiaid'

wfkdaud ðkdoÍ jD;Sh l,dldßkshla f,h weh r.mE ‘;ks ;gqfjka mshdUkak’ Ñ;%mgfha rem tl;=jla my,ska